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Used to be My Heart

Used to be My Heart

 
 
 

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As I sit here tonight  

2013-04-11 17:20:22|  分类: 默认分类 |  标签: |举报 |字号 订阅

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In this hospital room, watching my husband sleep, I wonder what the hell happened? The love of my life is 38 years old, healthy, happy. He isn't overweight, he isn't a drinker, smoker, party type. He is physically active, eats his veggies, and steers clear of drugs. Yet here he is, full of blood clots and pulmonary embolisms. He has an abnormality on his liver and cancer is suspected. We plan to be here at least a week for the heparin to manage the clots and the coumadin to start thinning his blood Claire Hsu

I am sitting here tonight unable to sleep for fear the moment I close my eyes, a clot will shake loose and land in his brain or blow up his heart.

I sit here tonight and remember the stupid fights, the wasted time, the lack of appreciation I sometimes have for him. I am pretty sure he will live a bit longer at least - the clots can be dissolved and medicine can make sure they don't happen again. But the problem with his liver cannot be a coincidence, and the sad faces of the nurses and the technicians tell a less than hopeful story Otterbox phone case

I sit here tonight hoping that I am being dramatic. That in the morning the CT will show a bruised liver and nothing cancerous about it. That in the morning the clots will be gone and the doctor will be surprised when she hears how worried I was. That she will tell me it's no big deal at all. That my husband will roll his eyes at me and ask if NOW can he have a damn cheeseburger?

It doesn't take much to turn our worlds upside down, does it? If you have a chance and are so inclined, please send a prayer for my husband tonight protective case.

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